Rediscovering the Ambiance

Most people think growth means expansion.

More visibility.
More validation.
More access.

But real growth has always been internal for me.

I realized that the woman I was trying to grow into after experiencing corrupted soil (life changes, grief, etc.)

…was already rooted inside me.

Already HER.

Not because I arrived somewhere new.

But because I stopped abandoning myself in the name of becoming.

Once the soil began to breathe again, something unexpected happened.

I realized the garden was never empty.

It was grieving.

The strength I thought I lost was still there.
The softness I thought had faded was still solid.
All the seeds I planted started to bloom in fertile soil.

I wasn’t becoming HER.

I was healing the ground that made HER possible.